Thursday 29th December

its safe to say im going through a lot right now. im 8'11, not eating much, i feel sick a lot, i feel emotional anxious and depressed. depression ill felt for some time. i feel now is the time to tackle what is destroying myself. tomorrow i will book an appointment at the doctors and begin fighting my issues. i hope i get to 10 stone. i hope i get to 6 foot. ill probably die in the process.